FireShimmer

I’m sad, I’m depressed, I’m crazy, repressed, I’m upset, so I cry, Tears flood from my eyes, I know my fear, It always stands near, Forever afraid, My fate has been made. No one knows how I feel inside, My feelings, I eternally hide, When you ask if I’m ok, Don’t believe a word I say. The smile you see, It isn’t me. The jokes I make, The laughter is fake. The sadness I shawl, Is hidden from you all. There’s pain in me, It’s dying to be free I don’t sleep, I stay up and weep, I don’t exist, Possessed by an atheist, Living a lie, I’m just waiting t